Three of cups

Yesterday I pulled the three of cups card and I somehow rejected it. The picture on the card showed everything I didn't feel. Did not feel like partying and I was not in a happy state of mind at all.But this card sure wanted to tell me something. It showed me what I was missing. I was missing the pleasure and the joy. This is something I of course want to have, but to get it I have to change my state of mind.It also reminded me that it's in my own hands to achieve this, so it's something I'm going to work on.